Tuesday, February 21, 2017

It's been a while

Its almost a year now.
Since we last cherished each another.
Since we last had regular outings; everyday in fact.
How those memories are only the past now.
How I miss those times, every now and then.
Contemplating on the past.
What has brought us to those decisions.
How you have decided to left and asked me to not bother you, up until you have asked me again almost half a year ago.
To be honest, I kinda knew there was someone else.
No other reasons I can think of when you decided to risk everything we had, memories or even property that we bought under a joint name.
And I cant seem to accept the fact you left me for someone else; regretting later.
I'm angry and disappointed.
At the fact you seem to think the world revolves around you.
At the fact you can be so selfish, putting your own needs above everyone else at times.
At the fact you are not keeping your words.
You went away as you please, you also come as you please, told me to forget. And expect me to keep up with all these?