It's been a while no.2

Been a while since the last post, found this song that fits the current mood

It's been a while

Its almost a year now.
Since we last cherished each another.
Since we last had regular outings; everyday in fact.
How those memories are only the past now.
How I miss those times, every now and then.
Contemplating on the past.
What has brought us to those decisions.
How you have decided to left and asked me to not bother you, up until you have asked me again almost half a year ago.
To be honest, I kinda knew there was someone else.
No other reasons I can think of when you decided to risk everything we had, memories or even property that we bought under a joint name.
And I cant seem to accept the fact you left me for someone else; regretting later.
I'm angry and disappointed.
At the fact you seem to think the world revolves around you.
At the fact you can be so selfish, putting your own needs above everyone else at times.
At the fact you are not keeping your words.
You went away as you please, you also come as you please, told me to forget. And expect me to keep up with all these?

silence

Current Mood

Give me love like her,
'Cause lately I've been waking up alone,
Paint splattered teardrops on my shirt,
Told you I'd let them go,

And that I'll fight my corner,
Maybe tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood turns into alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, give me love,

Give me love like never before,
'Cause lately I've been craving more,
And it's been a while but I still feel the same,
Maybe I should let you go,

You know I'll fight my corner,
And that tonight I'll call ya,
After my blood is drowning in alcohol,
No, I just wanna hold ya.

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,

Give a little time to me or burn this out,
We'll play hide and seek to turn this around,
All I want is the taste that your lips allow,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover.

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover,
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (love me, love me, love me).

M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love, love me),
M-my my, m-my my, m-my my, give me love, lover (give me love).

My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love,
My, my, my, my, oh give me love.

What if..

What if nothing happens in the very beginning?
Each to their own paths,
Each to their (separate) dreams.

What if our paths never crossed?
Perceptions of joy,
Perceptions of happiness,
Perceptions of togetherness,
Would differ entirely.

What if it did not happen?
The companionship,
The little banters,
The thoughts of the future,
Would march on.
Foundation or the building blocks,
Would be carried out, indefinitely.

What if, it's too late now?
Beautiful thoughts in stasis,
Great times only to be through recall,
New sights,
New sounds,
New experiences,
Independent to one another.

What if, it doesn't matter anymore?
The mask wouldn't have been perfected,
Often after the show,
Does the balancing act occurs,
At the very least - a room for the soul to express itself.

What if, things still linger?
Priorities would differ,
Relations take a step back,
The first and foremost is always as it is.

What if, there are no other choices?
Re prioritize,
Live with it,
Learn to let go,
Appreciate people.
Melancholy - only to an extent,
Moderation is key,
To avoid bumps to further pursuits in life.



PS: Thank you to those directly/indirectly easing this up. You know who you are.

always

We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
No!

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave girl
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

You'll always be a part of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I know that you'll be back girl
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Ooooh! baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You'll always be apart of me
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my my baby....

You'll always be apart of me (you will always be)
I'm part of you indefinitely
Girl don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on (we will linger on....)
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

Always be my baby

Unexpected

the unexpected do happen lol. hope i did the right thing. primum non nocere =p